Night Music for Summer by Onur Caymaz

To you, Llorona…

 ‘si porque te quiero, quieres,
quieres que te quiera más’ ¹

I.

first, evening succumbs to wine’s red glow

but who do I seem in this lessening light?

II.

pale summer days pass between us

your letter will arrive before you, Llorona

III.

your boat pulls away, separation, scent of coffee

bright bird of my fortune sticks fast in the lees

V.

leave Proust, let him sleep by night’s cool side

stars will lean down to kiss his dreamy eyes

V.

full-stop deep green, comma bitter blue,

happiness so fine-spun, sorrow wide and loose

VI.

you rose at night and laughed like sips of water

full of life as we rode between the railway cars

VII

I once thought water fickle, mercurial

I was wrong, Llorona; the faithless one was summer

VIII.

a song that says you must never cry

my winter flower hides under the canopy

XI.

death, a winter twilight, streetlamps

a window closing on forever

X.

there in the oaks an orange half-moon

thinks empty beds the most heartbreaking view…

Poet: Onur Caymaz

July 2009, Maslak (part of a collection to be published in October 2013)

¹ (anon. Mexican folk song) ’Because I love you, Weeping Woman,

you want for me to love you more,’

La Llorona/Weeping Woman is a South American legend:

Although several variations exist, the basic story tells of a beautiful woman by the name of Maria who drowns her children in order to be with the man that she loved. The man would not have her, which devastated her. She would not take no for an answer, so she drowned herself in a lake in Mexico City. Challenged at the gates of heaven as to the whereabouts of her children, she is not permitted to enter the afterlife until she has found them. Maria is forced to wander the Earth for all eternity, searching in vain for her drowned offspring, with her constant weeping giving her the name “La Llorona”. She is trapped in between the living world and the spirit world. (Wikipedia http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/La_Llorona)

© Onur Caymaz 2009

translation © Caroline Stockford, April 2013

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